Mega-Million Jackpot

(Note: this post was sent to me in the form of a letter and I wasn’t sure Russ wanted me to post it. I waited until I confirmed he wanted it posted before writing it up, so it’s a few weeks old.)

I was woken up today after only two hours of sleep. A guard was standing directly outside my cell.

“A Miss called for you,” he said.

That’s not some prison-term. I think he was trying to tell me that a woman called for me, but the fact that he was making me decipher this message and its lack of real information annoyed me. I was exhausted from working the night before, but I knew that I wasn’t on the pass roster and I didn’t have any scheduled appointments. I pushed the button on the intercom in my cell so I could speak to the sergeant in the booth. He said someone had called, but the line had cut out before he got any details. I told him I was tired, I was going to bed, but if they called back to wake me up. About 15 minutes later, another knock on my door.

“The CJA office wants to speak to you.”

The CJA office is where you go for attorney phone calls and powers of attorney and I hadn’t made an appointment with them. So I was confused, but figured maybe my attorney was calling.

I came out of my cell and started for the CJA office. Halfway down the hall I stopped to chat with another inmate and he told me he’d heard the parole analyst requesting me. That made much more sense. So off I went, now at least semi-confident that this wasn’t going to be a wild goose chase, also very nervous that I was going to be told that my appeal to the parole board had been denied. It was too soon for that, though – they shouldn’t be getting back to me until mid-January.

In the analyst’s office, I groggily took a seat in front of the desk.

“I’m sorry to call you in so early, but I’m about to be out of the office for a few days. I wanted to give you the results of your appeal to the denial of your parole before I left,” she said.

I wasn’t prepared for this. I’d had hours to prepare myself emotionally for the results of my initial parole board and it still hit me like three tons of bricks. This was out of the blue … a full month early. Nothing happens before schedule in here. Nothing. I wasn’t sleep-blurry anymore. I took the sheet of paper she handed me across her desk and scanned it feverishly.

Reversed. It said ‘reversed.’

Suddenly I was tingling all over … I was nearing a cliff, but I couldn’t let myself jump just yet. I might not have a parachute. Did that mean what I thought it meant?

“You were granted parole on your appeal. Your release is about seven months from now in July,” said the parole analyst.lottery jump

Typically, they give you 90 days notice, not seven months notice, but I’m not complaining. I signed the notification and walked back to my housing unit on a cloud. I didn’t realize how thoroughly I’d abandoned hope of parole, but you can’t imagine the change in perspective I felt. It felt like winning the lottery.

Immediately I wanted to call everyone and tell them the good news. Unfortunately, I only had $3 on my phone account and calls are 32 cents/minute. Ahhhh!!!


8 thoughts on “Mega-Million Jackpot

  1. Congrats! I hope the blog continues after he gets out because this has helped me immensely. It’s been over a year and we’re still waiting on my husband’s record of trial to come back but this gave me hope. Thank you.

  2. Congrats!!!!! i myself can not wait to hear those words coming from my boyfriend…..after all those bad news we have gotten over the past 2 years i am even more happy to hear somebody else got lucky and can look into the future! And Amber never give up hope, we will get thru this together 😉

  3. I am so very happy for your news.. I sincerely hope you will not forget those you are leaving behind. This was my first weekend to visit USDB. I did not realize there were so many there serving ridiculous sentences for crimes they where coerced and threatened into pleading guilty to; all to make the military look like they are dealing with their problems. Soldiers, sailors and airmen sacrificed for OER,s and Fit Reps, and no one is able to do anthony, except maybe you.. I beg you to use your experience to make a difference. Don’t leave them behind.

    Nancy Olsen Destafney, LCDR USN (Ret)

    Sent from my iPad

  4. I am so happy for you! This gives me hope. My husband was sentenced to 16 years for FALSE allegations that were dismissed years ago in civilian court due to lack of evidence…he was punished merely on the word of another. His word as a decorated soldier with almost 18 years in was not even considered. The climate in the military is frightening. Please, keep fighting for others who have been unjustly punished as you were. Something has to change. God bless you!

  5. I check in now and then to see how you are doing. My son is one of the “old Heavies” that was referred too, which actually made me smile, because unless you know the situation, the mind can conger up all kinds of pictures. Anyway, I just want to let you know that I am cheering you on Russ. I know that the majority of guys at the USDB are soldiers first. Please keep us updated and God Bless!

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